lustrush.

I am unapologetically deep in the kind of lust that makes it hard to sleep alone without cuddling your pillow, and even then…

home.

I may not have hit real estate heaven, but I am certainly in something akin to real estate lust after securing myself a cute little one bedroom in the city, for a screamin’ deal. Comes with exposed brick in the bedroom, access to the gorgeous back yard and herb garden, and about the sweetest landlords a girl could ask for.

Moving in and decorating to commence immediately.

Best friends invited over for dinner as soon as possible.

Yay!

goodness.

1. amazing friends.
2. amazing long distance friends.
3. love love love.
4. repairing through communication (and getting there…)
5. healthy happy family.
6. successful year of school.
7. incredible job (incredible employers)
8. renewed passion.
9. new passions.
10. able working body.

tease.

I feel like this year is fucking with me.

Giving me something good and ripping it out of my hands days later.
Over and over again.

I don’t want to be self-pitying – time to take inventory on all the good.
Stay tuned.

delicious life.

1. 24°C
2. big hat, big sunglasses, sun dress.
3. actually wanting to go for a run.
4. nice long sunshiney run in the valley.
5. Pimm’s on the porch with the parents.

delicious life.

1. exquisite torture.
2. bellini breakfast.
3. a day of summer in the city.
4. wanderings.
5. home alone underwear hangout.

second time.

maybe you could fix me up, i could do the same for you
and maybe sometime soon, we can spend some time alone to talk about the things we should talk about.
tell me ’bout the time when everything’s a mess,
tell me ’bout the time I haven’t heard it yet,
tell me ’bout the time, tell me ’bout the time,
tell me ’bout the time. all you need is time.

Sometimes a song comes along, sometimes a whole album, that feels like it was written for you. And all the things you never could say, well you hear someone else singin’ them to you.

2010 in 189.

Norther Resident Orcas (A34s) in Johnstone Strait, or “what I saw on my way home from work today”.

Please read this as well: http://jackiehildering.wordpress.com/2010/07/04/seeing-whales-seeing-red/

2010 in 185.

Gone guiding.

sofreakinexcited!

Dear friends,

Tomorrow is my first day of sea kayak guiding. I am so freakin’ excited!!!
Tonight feels like Christmas Eve x 10, I have no words for it.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEK! Here I go…

Love, me.

#204.

you gave me everything I wanted.
even kisses in the kitchen.
you said “I’ll miss you”
and it made me hate that I have to leave.
but…
but…

am I a fighter or a fool?

and another thing: fuck you timing.

it’s a shame, it’s a crying shame
and ain’t it always the way.